im so fucking exhausted from school from everything. i take one step forward and something pushes me back a million steps back. im sick of it all. i just want to never worry about anything anymore. i try and try and nothings working. i dont know what to do anymore. i want to drop out of school, i dont care what ill do in the future. actually most of the time i even question if im even alive because im just so insignificant to anything in this life. fuck everything.